The new me is coming not soon enough. I pray for the things that I love the best. A boy a girl one at each breast. Will my twins come out of this horrible mess.
I was a stupid fool Im evil and cruel. What happened to my heart was it ever there at all.
We all say we are damaged messed up from the start..
The truth is, this feeling it is breaking my heart.
Who do I tell this secret to.
I thought I could keep it between me and you.
They say God forgives I know it is true.
I can not live with myself. Oh what did I do.
I hate him I hate me for the mistakes that I made, I have ruined a life sorry not one but two.
So new self hurry up and come take me away from all that I have done. My pity my shame.
God is here he knows my heart. I pray for a baby and a fresh new start.
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