Just a Day

Just today it stays the same, nothing moved still and quite.
The phone rings once it was not him. I know its mean but i just want him suffering. He makes me feel guilty, dirty un clean.
How do you love someone and be so dumb, always thinking that our time will surely come. I will not say hate thats just not right.
It something diffrent Im feeling tonight. He is not missed how can he be. What was I there for just to make the tea.
He loved me lots when I was full of glee siting there in my new nickers happerly. To the bedroom off we went, the act was done no big event.
Whats wrong with you? you can not stay Im up early I have such a busy day.
You are a pig I want to say.
Call me later so I know your safe, all he wants is me out of his place.
Im driveing now on the 405. This place is strange I just seam to be bearley alive
There is no one to call this late at night who cares who knows I suffer this way.
I turn onto my street all dark and cold. I dial the number Im home I say.
I climb into bed, Im so clad I did not stay. Tomorrow comes I start another day.
Why did I do I thought he loved me , that this was his way and maybe it would all change. It just stayed the same.
I was just a porn in his stupid game.

Im happy now back on my own. No one to touch me to mess with my brain.
I was the best thing you had ,your life must be void.
One thing my friend my heart never lies I knew from the start you were weak inside.
Look at my photos of which there are none. You never took one to busy off haveing fun with your friends.
When you call and text I will never respond everything you done can never be fixed. I should of left you way back when you said I dont wont kids.
I hate you so much there it was said.
Now I can cladly sleep well in my bed.