Eyes wide ,fools rush in

I rush and fall, hopes so great I moan so much.
Rushing water ears on fire.
Eyes open shut to the world.
Pills of love and joy not really being true,
People turn against you black smoke comes.
The brain is numb bring out the sun.
Stars bright hands tight cheek to cheek.
All over for this week.
Down and up rush out, stay in.
Go crazy, move to Oz.
Baby born babies dead slowly slowly getting sick.
Draw the blinds shut myself in.
Greed and lust is closing in.
Fingers greedy lick flick stick.
All bent no more. It all makes me sick.

Alone

We are all alone all the time.
I love ,I loath it, I want it ,I don"t.
The week started today for me. Slowing down, just not moving around.
I want to box, kick and fight but it"s just not happening tonight.
I will join a group hang out meet new friends.
Why to be lean ,mean, meet Jimmy my fighting machine.
I will start my own Quest.
Fight ,give up, back down.
Round two Thursday.
I am alone again.
Run