Time

There is no time anymore.
Too much holding back, break free trust, push forward.
Who matters what matters always looking back.
Time flys by I can"t stop that.
So much time spent with people I don"t love the people I do love are either too far away or just don'T love me enough to make time for me.
Tick Tock I am old but I am not.

Eyes wide ,fools rush in

I rush and fall, hopes so great I moan so much.
Rushing water ears on fire.
Eyes open shut to the world.
Pills of love and joy not really being true,
People turn against you black smoke comes.
The brain is numb bring out the sun.
Stars bright hands tight cheek to cheek.
All over for this week.
Down and up rush out, stay in.
Go crazy, move to Oz.
Baby born babies dead slowly slowly getting sick.
Draw the blinds shut myself in.
Greed and lust is closing in.
Fingers greedy lick flick stick.
All bent no more. It all makes me sick.

Alone

We are all alone all the time.
I love ,I loath it, I want it ,I don"t.
The week started today for me. Slowing down, just not moving around.
I want to box, kick and fight but it"s just not happening tonight.
I will join a group hang out meet new friends.
Why to be lean ,mean, meet Jimmy my fighting machine.
I will start my own Quest.
Fight ,give up, back down.
Round two Thursday.
I am alone again.
Run

Back to the scene of the cime

What now no sex you want rest.
It;s me and you oh how you do. I am there so happy so full of love.
Living my life without the gloves,
No money no work I can't pay the bills.
What happens the day I get ill. Stay home and type I wish it was alright.
I long for home a place of my own, my baby his Dad and all that I had.
How do I start just put it to bed, My life is slow I have nowhere to go.
At home I stay just get away from the day, when is it right to stop this fight.
My faith is strong is that why I relax what comes is here what goes was not all that.
Shut away shut away ugly and fat, I am hating all that.